>>when two bands you like become friends or acknowledge each others existence and you feel like a mum organizing a play date between your child and another child
things i do when i fangirl:
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- smile until jaw feels like breaking
- make seizure-like body movements
- make random hand gestures
- if alone, scream loudly
- if not alone, scream internally
- if doesn’t care, scream anyway
- run around the house then back
- weep
- weep but don’t let tears fall
- make some ugly noises that are actually supposed to sound happy
- hug something
- claw something
- pull hair
- sigh
- try saying something but turns out incoherent no matter what
- just shake head if unsure of what to exactly do
- showing my friend a band
- me: do you like this song
- friend: it hasn't even-
- me: oh wow it's staring ugh this chord is my favorite
- me: LISTEN TO HOW HE SINGS THAT LISTEN GOD HE IS SO TALENTED AND PERFECT
- me: AND THINK OF HOW MUCH THOUGHT HAS BEEN PUT INTO THESE LYRICS
- me: THERE ARE SOULS GRIND INTO THIS SONG
- me: I FEEL TEARS COMING ON
- me: HOW CAN SUCH TALENTED BEING EXIST ON THIS PLANET
- me: I'M GOING TO CRY BECAUSE PERFECTION
- friend: we're thirty seconds into this song
>>i’m so self conscious and paranoid that i think i annoy everyone no matter what and even if you say i don’t i won’t believe it so yeah
